September 27th, 2008

Well, I put in my notice... it didn't go so well to say the least. But I just gotta leave it be. My last official day will be October 10th. Thats nuts. Yesterday after work we made the trip out to Duanesburg, but our car broke down so this trip is costing us a lot more money than we were hoping. We are here now, I am at Anna's house as I write this, and things are good. Dan is miserable. He hates coming out here. He admitted it last night. He said that he always gets miserable when he comes out here, and the few days before and after.... I'm glad that he notices it, because I didnt want to say anything.

I am really just stressed out right now... I feel so helpless and I hate feeling like this because I feel sluggish, lazy, just plain depressed. I hate this..

This probably wasnt the right time to quit... I am not sure if this was the right choice