November 5th, 2004

Yea so I am super pissed off right now... My mother fucking sister is such a bitch. So last christmas I bought her a cell phone, and the agreement was she had to pay it each month... well its a nightmare. She's so irresponsible that its ridiculous. She didnt pay last month yet *after lying to me about it*, and I was supposed to pick her up from school today and take her to the mall to pay some of it... The bill is now $186. Well she called me during school and asked to come home early... I said no way. She's been missing a lot of school lately, she has almost failed every single year, so there was no way I was helping her fuck up her life. Its not like she was sick or something, she just "didnt feel like being there". So she lied to my dad and said she was done with classes *it was 5th period* and he believed her and said its ok to come home, but I wasnt having it. So I tell her either I pick her up after school, or I dont pick her up at all... and she says dont pick me up at all, I'll find another way.. which means she wont pay the bill... so I cancel the fucking cell phone right then and there. FUCK HER. And to make matters worse, I call my dad, and enlighten him on the situation of his lying daughter, and yet he STILL PICKS HER UP FROM SCHOOL!!!! Like, he's just setting her up to fail... which I have no doubt she will if she keeps up her bullshit. She is the most self centered girl I have ever met. She only cares about herself, and when she doesnt get her way, she threatens suicide. WHATEVER... Like, she's been doing it since she was 12, and she's almost 18 now.. give it a rest. So now in her pro it says she's getting a new cell. Why do I think my dad promised to buy her one????? This is after he told me that he wasnt mad at Julie for not paying her bill, he was mad at ME for buying her a cell phone. *that was obviously a lapse in judgement* But she has had a job for 3 years now... she can afford it, but she blows her money like a fucking moron.

TO BE HONEST... I WISH SHE WERENT IN MY WEDDING.... I NEED TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN