April 4th, 2004

I must admit I am still not in the best mood. Its kinda hard to fake happy when you have so much on your mind.

My mom and dad left for Reno yesterday. They are on a mini vacation, so hopefully they will win lots of money and maybe Dad will be in a better mood from now on. I started doing the baby shower invitations yesterday. They are almost done! My mom wants to get them mailed out by saturday, which is kinda exciting cuz its like, wow, the baby shower is in a month and a half! How strange. Sometimes I dont even feel 6 months pregnant... other times I do... like when my back starts hurting even tho all I do is sit on my ass all day.

I sat down and decided its prolly best that I dont work next semester, which sucks, but I have to realize I probobly wont feel like working either. I am gonna go to MCC full time in the fall and spring tho, which means taking a one year leave of absense from fisher. Its gonna be hard in the fall especially, but I am gonna take 3 online courses, and take one night class, cuz my mom said she will babysit. *Thank god for moms*

Still on edge about a lot of things, I find myself snapping a lot, which could be the pregnancy hormones, but it could be cuz I am just a plain bitch. Who the hell knows.