March 22, 2004

The past few days have gone ok I suppose. I wish these mood swings of mine would stop though, they are really pissing me off.. thats right, I am getting pissed off at my own mood swings. I am just fucked up like that tho.

I went to Marisa's house the other day. She's all ready for her little baby to arive. Its so weird knowing that in almost a week a baby will be here and change everyone's lives around her forever.

I am getting excited about the comix cafe thing on thursday night. So far it will be me, dan, tracy, jeff, marisa, mark and amy. I invited jackie and luke to come too, but she has to see if she can change her work schedule.

Today I decided to start making the wedding guest list. Even tho it is a year and a half away, I need to see how many people are invited so we can reserve a caterer. We were going to just get married and have the reception here, but as the list continued, we decided its best to get married in a church, and then have the reception here in my back yard. Its big enough, and it will be pretty. But I keep asking Dan to help me make a list of his family and friends, and he just cant... I dont know if he cant or just doesnt want to, but its scary. I am sure I am making things bigger in my head *its a skill I have* but I dunno.. it worries me.

Well my crankiness has also led to sleepiness so I am going to say goodbye for now. Warning to all those who will be seeing me this week, I have been on again off again with these swings, so if ya catch me in one, OOPS.. my bad. Forgive me...