October 27th, 2004

Yea so today is my birthday and you wouldnt know it cuz nobody really made a big deal about it. Dan was pretty much the only one who wanted to make it nice. Not even getting together and having a cake. Not even a birthday card from my mom. Not even my two "best friends" remembered to call me. The only people who said happy bday to me was: Dan, Lateasha, Tracy, Julie from Fisher, and Ariel. Not Jen, not Marisa.. but mind you I got them both presents for their bday and went to their house to celebrate. I dont know, sometimes I just feel like I do all this shit and get nothing in return. Whatever dude...

On another kind of depressing note, I had the interview today, and it went ok but they said its between me and another girl, and I dont think its me. Its just a gut feeling. So now I am back to applying everywhere. Its just depressing.