March 14th, 2004

I guess right now I am in an ok mood. I am kinda upset cuz my plan this summer before the baby was born was to take two summer classes at MCC. Well I got my doctors bill, and I guess my insurance will cover almost everything except for $500 which I must pay out of pocket. It just sucks cuz I guess it has to be paid before delivery, and well... the money I was gonna spend on my classes is now going to my doctors bill. I just didnt wanna be totally behind in school.

Dan is at work right now, which sucks. I know he has to work this much to support us, but I miss him when he's gone. I should be doing my work for school, but I have been talking to my friend Tracy online for like, 2 hours now. She's so awesome. Have ya ever felt like you couldnt do or say something in front of a friend? Well thats why i love tracy. We can be totally serious and have deep talks, but we can joke around forever and its so funny. Its just a relief I guess to not have a certain "role" in a friendship, that it can be open. I appreciate that.

I might not be coming back to Fisher in the spring next year. I am taking the fall off to be with the baby, but I am thinking about trasfering to Brockport. Its so much cheaper. I have so many school loans already amounting to over $60,000 I just wanna take the cheap way out. But I know it wont look as good as graduating from Fisher, so I am torn. Any suggestions are welcome.

Well I am off... I think I am going to relax upstairs and maybe get something to eat.