August 23rd, 2004

Sorry its been a while since I've written... being a mom is a pretty demanding job. Audrey is 7 weeks now, and its amazing to see how much she's grown in such a little time. I cant explain the feeling of being a mom. I mean, I have someone who looks up to me for everything. She depends on me to feed her, bathe her, change her diapers, and teach her things. I mean, ONE PERSON IS TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON ME.. its such a wonderful yet scary thing. Dan and I start school in 2 weeks. I'm scared. I'm currently looking for a job, and its not going well. My mom had originally told me she'd watch Audrey 2 nights a week, but I go to school two nights a week. And she wont watch her on a weekend. Do you know of any places that will hire you if you cant ever work a weekend and the only time you can work is Monday and Wednesday mornings??? I think not. Oh well... I better get going. I'll update when I can.