July 4th, 2003

Yea, so i get this instant message from this girl Sarah, I would call her a friend, but not anymore. Shes from Canada, and I kinda lost touch with her, even tho we used to be mad tight. Well anyways, the other day she Im'ed me saying "thanks for seeing how I was doing... yadda yadda yadda. Like she called me asking how I was??????? I think not! So I emailed her and kinda told her off (hehe). Well today she IM's me and was like... "tell mark I say hi" and thats it!!! Like I would do her a freaking favor? I think not! The nerve of some people ya know? I dont know what is up with some people's stupidity level lately, but its a bit out of control. Today Dan and I just had a talk cuz he thinks he is holding me back!! Um, no! But he's so insecure and stubborn he thinks he is. I swear sometimes I wish I could be open and honest with his family and tell them how bad I think they have messed him up. It kills me. But I just deal with it, ya know? What else am I gonna do? Well I am going to bed now... I just took dan to work, and now I gotta pick him up at 6am so I best get my sleep! Cuz we all know how cranky I can get when I am tired!