May 19th, 2004

I would just like to vent a little bit about my sisters choice of men, or little boys that think that they are men. She is so boy crazy that any boy who looks her way she falls in love with... well this kid she's liked since she was like 10 and her are going out now. His name is Lennon... and he's trouble. He deals drugs, does drugs *but my sister swears he's been clean for a week... woo hoo* and is just plain old white trash. He's been in jail I dont know how many times, he just got out again so he's back in my sisters neighborhood. He is a theif. I think thats what he went to jail for. He actually asked my sister to call over one of her friends to her house so he could go rob her friends house while her friend was gone... can you say scum bag? I dont want my sister anywhere near this freakin low life, but she just has to... and she's talking about sex with him, which truthfully makes my skin crawl! He says he's only been with 11 girls, and he's 18... is that supposed to be good? Not to mention most people with a higher number dont tell the real number, so thats just 11 he's telling her about... She just doesnt understand. I try and talk and reason with her, but she just doesnt care cuz she "loves him" UGH... Is it so bad that I just want the best for her? The kid "might" get a job at pizza hut if he's lucky. He didnt graduate or even get his GED... he's only been through 10th grade. I just want the best for my sister. I've made soo many mistakes, I dont want to see her ruin her life. And she's pissed at me, so whatever. Everything I do for my sister, and she cant even just trust me on this. It hurts so bad, I just want the best for her... alright I'm out... I just needed to vent