March 26th, 2004

Yesterday was both awesome and horrible at the same time. It was horrible cuz I was freakin sick, and on top of that, I had a psych test that I totally bombed. I cant really say anything tho cuz its my fault. I didnt study, and i wasnt really paying attention in class cuz well... i didnt. So its my bad. But it was awesome cuz even tho I was sick, after school, Me, Dan, Tracy, Jeff, Marisa, Mark, and Amy went to comix cafe!!! It was fun! I was glad to get out and chill with everyone. I was so scared that Marisa was gonna give birth there, lol! And this was the first time me and Tracy hung out outside of school, which is odd cuz I feel like I really know her. I am glad Amy met Risa and Tracy tho, so now she will know some peeps at the baby shower! After Comix Cafe, me, Dan, Mark, and Amy went to Dennys just to chill cuz they came from Syracuse to see the show. Then I went home, and slept!!!

Today was kinda fun too. I helped Dan put together his weight bench machine thingy majigy. It was just fun to work on it together. Then we ran a THOUSAND errands. When we came home, he rubbed my back, and I napped for a few hours while he kept working on his weight thingy.

Dan has been driving the past few days too. He's actually doing really good. I am so glad cuz I know how bad he wants his license. I am quite proud of him!

So heres the reason why the subject at the top is questionable... cuz even tho I have had a good couple of days, I kinda feel empty. Not towards Dan or something, like... i cant put it into words. I think I stress too much, yup.. thats it. I am stressing on whether to go to school in the fall, whether to transfer to brockport, cuz if I do, it has to be NOW, what to do about my sister... *sigh* who knows. My dad has kinda been shady too cuz of all his shit with his ex slut. I dunno. I know that me stressing everything is bad for me, but I dont know how to stop it. I am open to suggestions.

On that note, I am going to bed.